Wednesday – What can I say…. I woke up in absolute agony with my joints from my lower back, hips, knees and feet. So I had breakfast and took some pain killers. I took foxy for a wee and came back and chilled out for a bit.
I made my way to see S at the college. It was really good to catch up and I am going to start back on the 9th of Jan and maybe attend the Christmas party if I feel up to it. But there’s no pressure to go back if I don’t feel up to it, which is really good. I just need be less stubborn this time. But I have had myself a good break and I do feel better for it. I am ready to go back.
On my way back I was in so much pain with my joints, so when I got in I had some oramorph and snuggled up on the sofa with my fur babies and had a little nap.
I met up with my friend just after 4 pm and we went out for dinner, which was really nice. I’ve not felt up to cooking at the moment and it was nice to catch up with her. After dinner we came back to mine and chilled out and chatted some more. We went to the shop about 9 pm as we both needed some bits and bobs. I then came back and didn’t really feel to well. My head was pounding and I felt sick, achy and the rest. So I started my nightly routine and was in bed by 11 pm all snuggled up. But took me ages to fall off to sleep because I felt so sick.
Thursday – I was up early for some reason this morning, I felt like I hadn’t slept at all. I had a shower and got dressed and went to Asda for breakfast and had a little look around in there. I came back and chilled out before I had to head out for my CPN appointment.
I got some post this morning! New cat toys 😀 they LOVE IT!
My CPN appointment went well. I’m not seeing her now until the 11th Dec, which will be to round everything up and sign my care plan, crisis plan and WRAP plan. I will then see her after my 1st session back at volunteering, then she goes on maternity leave. There will be a meeting next week and she will ask the team if I can have an assigned worker to help support me when I 1st go back to volunteering. So fingers crossed I’ll get some support, even if it is for a few months.
I popped into the sweet shop on the way back to give S some of the cats old toys, as they have SO many. But S wasn’t in, only her mum and R, so I chatted to them for a bit and got myself some sweets…and I wonder why I’m fat lol.
I came home and snuggled up on the sofa with my babies and had a little nap. After I had woken up, it took me a while to wake up, so I just sat for a bit. I then went to the shop and got something for dinner. I hate it in there so much! The lights are SO bright! it does my eyes in and doesn’t help with the dizziness! Came back and put the dinner on, but I couldn’t eat it all because my head was hurting and I felt so sick. So I ended up just laying on the sofa with my blanket over my head so it was dark and I only woke up at nearly 10 pm!
So this evening I’ve just been playing my FB games and catching up on here. It’s now nearly 2 am! I’m hungry, but not really tired. I’ve got nothing planned today other then watching DVD’s 🙂 Going to have a sandwich and get to bed.
Not feeling so great, just feeling depressed. Physically feeling a little better
The cats new toy. The tubes have 2 balls in so they can chase it about, the bit where Gizmo is, is a massager that you put catnip in and the other bit is where you put in some food and they have to use there paws to pull the food out. So pleased with it.
Tank girl x