Wow so I don’t have a full day to myself till Wednesday! :s
Today has been good, met up with L and baby Albie and we went shopping 🙂 and had lunch. Was a good day. I had too much sugary stuff lol!
It got to 3:10pm and I was just about to hop on a bus when I had to sudden realisation that I had a p-doc app at 3:40 pm! EEEK! Total panic! So I got some money out and jumped into a taxi and thankfully I got there with 10mins to spare and the taxi wasn’t that expensive! BOOM lol. Shame my app was SHIT! My app was meant to be 20mins… I had half that! I was all buzzed and in a muddle because of nearly missing my app. I explained I had put my meds back up to 400 and the reason why, he just said ok…there was no real discussion about it at all! Which was weird. I asked about the CPN I was meant to get BEFORE mine fucking went on leave! He said well I can’t promise anything… yet it was promised that it would be sorted!!! And then he tired to rush me out of the office, but I hadn’t really finished! I was still wanting to talk about my little obsessions, with foods, things and actions. I think its misplaced anxiety, but he just said oh I don’t know what that could be… because he didn’t give me a chance to explain myself properly. He was just more interested in me working! GAH! prick I fucking hate him sometimes, its totally reverse psychology!
Anyway got back into town and got more sugary shit! My excuse is its nearly my bday so I can pig out till then lol! Got home, ate…sugary stuff haaha, chilled out for a bit then went off to work.
Work was FAB! got told I am a good youth worker *blushes* I really have such low self esteem when it comes to doing something good, because I don’t think its good enough or whatever.. But yeah… I suppose I’m doing ok, or the young people wouldn’t talk to me.
Just been relaxing this evening, got a busy few days coming up! I cannot wait for Wednesday! My 1st full day to myself. Tomorrow I am seeing my auntie for a bit, then taking my friends husband to see the local mosk and to a few shops that sell halal meat. So that should be interesting. Saturday I am seeing my mum in the day, in the evening I am going round a friends. Sunday is my bday! EEEK 20 FREAKING 9! When did that happen lol! OMG. So I have a friend coming over in the day and I am going out in the evening, so that should be a good day 🙂 and Monday I am doing my 1st ever school assembly! I am SO nervous!!!!! and Tue night I am working 😀 So yeah mega busy, but loving it!
Bed very soon for me and my pup! LOVE HER!
Me and Albie waiting for his mummy to try on clothes 🙂