Took me a while to get off to sleep last night. I was achy and couldn’t get comfy. But eventually the pain killers kicked in and I went to sleep. But it was a restless night.Â
Sammie got dropped off early this morning. I was still so tired, so we snuggled up on the sofa till about 11 am. Got up and dressed and took the girls out for a wee and boooya! Sammie went to the toilet outside 🙂 and she sat for me before crossing the road. I will train this puppy lol.Â
I dropped the girls back and went and paid my bills and pottered about the shops a bit. Got some goodies for myself and a few bits to make up a care package for a good friend. She has WG like me but is always in and out of hospital. So hope this cheers her up 🙂 I got a few bits to make a sausage and bean casserole for dinner.
Got home, sorted out the shopping. Went to put the electric on and not only was the £20 added, but another £135!! omg so I rang up thinking it was another fuck up…but to my surprise it was my warm home money 🙂 awesome… only if they had actually helped me out when it was cold lol! But better late then never. Anyway so prepared and put my dinner in to cook.Â
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Took the girls out for a wee… so far so good! Sammie hasn’t been to the toilet inside at all! 😀 Woohoo!
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Just been chilling out this afternoon…I keep zoning out. Took the girls out again for a wee, I love watching them race about.Â
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Had dinner. It was nice. I know I needed to eat a proper dinner, but didn’t really enjoy it.Â
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Right now I feel all floaty and weird and don’t know why. Nothing feels real…… I feel like I’m in a dream. I hate feeling so weird. My head feels dizzy, but not like I’ve felt before… I can’t explain it.Â
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Sammie went home to her daddies who are proud of her 🙂 for not peeing in my house lol.
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So I left my groups I run on fb in the capable hands of friends. Mainly because I don’t have the time and because I can’t be dealing with other peoples shit. I am just about dealing with my life. One group I left, I also unfriended the creator…. much to her disgust, but whatever… she can’t see that the term “lifer” is so negative and not something I want to be apart of.Â
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I watched this thing about a doc going to different places to see people who claim they can cure gay people! *sigh* I can’t believe conversion therapy is available… let alone available on the NHS. If being gay is a disease I pray they never find a cure.Â
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Anyway its like 1 am… So much for getting my life back into routine. How am I meant to when my head is all weird. I feel floaty, not even because of meds, as I’ve had no pain killers or anything. I need a hair cut..I was thinking of growing out the top so I can tie it up, but have back and sides shaved so short… Hmm. Hope I sleep better. I’m trying to get my thoughts in order by writing, but its hard.Â
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Peace out
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Tank girl