Took me a while to get off to sleep last night. I was achy and couldn’t get comfy. But eventually the pain killers kicked in and I went to sleep. But it was a restless night.
Sammie got dropped off early this morning. I was still so tired, so we snuggled up on the sofa till about 11 am. Got up and dressed and took the girls out for a wee and boooya! Sammie went to the toilet outside 🙂 and she sat for me before crossing the road. I will train this puppy lol.
I dropped the girls back and went and paid my bills and pottered about the shops a bit. Got some goodies for myself and a few bits to make up a care package for a good friend. She has WG like me but is always in and out of hospital. So hope this cheers her up 🙂 I got a few bits to make a sausage and bean casserole for dinner.
Got home, sorted out the shopping. Went to put the electric on and not only was the £20 added, but another £135!! omg so I rang up thinking it was another fuck up…but to my surprise it was my warm home money 🙂 awesome… only if they had actually helped me out when it was cold lol! But better late then never. Anyway so prepared and put my dinner in to cook.
Took the girls out for a wee… so far so good! Sammie hasn’t been to the toilet inside at all! 😀 Woohoo!
Just been chilling out this afternoon…I keep zoning out. Took the girls out again for a wee, I love watching them race about.
Had dinner. It was nice. I know I needed to eat a proper dinner, but didn’t really enjoy it.
Right now I feel all floaty and weird and don’t know why. Nothing feels real…… I feel like I’m in a dream. I hate feeling so weird. My head feels dizzy, but not like I’ve felt before… I can’t explain it.
Sammie went home to her daddies who are proud of her 🙂 for not peeing in my house lol.
So I left my groups I run on fb in the capable hands of friends. Mainly because I don’t have the time and because I can’t be dealing with other peoples shit. I am just about dealing with my life. One group I left, I also unfriended the creator…. much to her disgust, but whatever… she can’t see that the term “lifer” is so negative and not something I want to be apart of.
I watched this thing about a doc going to different places to see people who claim they can cure gay people! *sigh* I can’t believe conversion therapy is available… let alone available on the NHS. If being gay is a disease I pray they never find a cure.
Anyway its like 1 am… So much for getting my life back into routine. How am I meant to when my head is all weird. I feel floaty, not even because of meds, as I’ve had no pain killers or anything. I need a hair cut..I was thinking of growing out the top so I can tie it up, but have back and sides shaved so short… Hmm. Hope I sleep better. I’m trying to get my thoughts in order by writing, but its hard.