Well thankfully today I didn’t dive out of bed at the crack of dawn! I woke up around 10 am, so more reasonable then yesterday. I just lazed about on the sofa… Real lack of motivation today. But I had a dentist app and I was off to see L.
Reluctantly I got off my butt, had a shower, got dressed….after trying on like 4 different tops lol! I hate days where nothing looks or feels right. After settling on an outfit, I nipped out with fox and brought her back. I went to the bank and then practically ran up to the dentist… my favourite place NOT! lol. I need a filling 😦 so got an app for that in 2 weeks. He said I got an infection too so I’ve got antibiotics, well I got to take the paper to the chemist first. Ran to the bus stop and didn’t have to wait too long before I was on the bus to L’s.
I got to L’s just before she left for the school run! BOOM! had a cuddle with boo before we headed out to get Mr Harvey. Love that boy, I got him a pirate sword and he just said I have one like this! Hahaha least he’s honest. Got back and played with the boys while L was tidying up and doing the boys dinner. Harvey loves it when I play rough with him! I was trying to talk to him about the voices he hears and that, but he gets a bit shy about it and doesn’t really like talking about it. L said that the other day he was talking to himself but in different accents..and he pushed over Albie and laughed and smiled about it. His appointment at the child development centre couldn’t come soon enough, his bad behaviour is much more then just a naughty child. I really L and Harvey get some proper answers and help. She put the boys to bed, Boo boo went down first and cried himself to sleep as he was fighting it. The Harvey went to bed.
L’s brother finally got to hers after footie training and we jumped in a taxi to town. Got our tickets and food and took our seats. We watched Godzilla in 3D omg it was freaking amazing! and L’s first time watching a 3D film. I hope there will be a second film.
We had a little walk down to the beach. We went to go and see if the ‘monster’ was still down on the beach. I’d seen it in the paper, but I think it was just there for the day. But I got some fab pictures of the stunning moon.
L and I jumped on the bus back to hers, the boys were fast asleep. They looked so freaking cute! I stayed for a little bit as I my bus wasn’t for another half hour. I would of stayed the night, but Sammy pup is being dropped off tomorrow morning and D is coming over early.
I got the bus home, got in about 12:20 am to one very excited puppy dog 😀 We had snuggles and I got licked all over my face lol. I took her out for a walk. She was racing about like a wild thing.
It’s now just gone 2 am and I am no where near ready for bed… My brain is wired! I’m not in the least bit tired. I feel like there is a million things I should/could be doing.
I am so disorganised at the moment. Like I know I have an O.T appointment soon, but I have NO idea when. I’m losing stuff, misplacing stuff. I don’t know when half my apps are, I know I have them lol! Suppose I’ll ring up to see when my O.T app is.
I’m not eating properly. Don’t think I’ve had a proper meal in ages. My appetite is all over. I’m just eating as and when, just grazing really. I keep forgetting things. When I am having a conversation I keep losing my train of thought.. very frustrating. I just feel everything is slowly spiralling out of my control… I just sleep as and when… I really don’t know what’s going on with me. Some days I am feeling depressed, other days my mood spikes right up, then other days I just feel ok, but still can’t do anything if that makes sense… GAH! very frustrated.
Lou Lou and I ❤