Yesterday I had a plan of what I was going to do today…but it didn’t quite fit into my time frame lol.
I was awake before 9 am. I went into the lounge with the pups, let scrappy out on the balcony for a wee. I had breakfast and watched tv. Still felt drowsy, so I got my pillow and blanket and snuggled up on the sofa and fell back to sleep till midday. Urm yeah think I needed that lol.
Felt hungry when I woke up, so I had myself a sandwich. So yummy. I looked around at my place….yup I was gonna have to get off my butt and clean! Gah I hate cleaning so so much lol. Why can’t the fairies do it! But I got off my butt and cleaned up, to be fair, there wasn’t loads to be done. But it just feels like such an effort. But felt better for doing it.
I got a shower, got dressed and took the rubbish out. Managed to do it in one go. I’d empty the cat litter box, so Marley has fresh litter, usually I just scoop out the pee and poop and top it up with fresh litter, but now its just her, I decided to empty it all out and wash it. She’s started to pee on the floor, but I think that’s where batcat was stressing her out. So now he’s gone I am hoping she will stop that. So anyway yeah.. took the rubbish out. Man the weather is yucky out! But least its nice and cool.
I didn’t really want to go out but I had to take the pups out. So got them ready in their little hoddies, so they didn’t get too cold or wet and took them across the road for a little run and wee. They are so cute in their hoodies hehe.
Got back and I watched Maleficent. It was so good! Brilliant film. After the film, I took the pups out again for a little run.
I had a little time to kill, so I ripped a few cds to my laptop, then put them on my phone. Got myself ready and headed out to meet R about gender identity stuff.
Man I felt so nervous, but really as well. I think I was just taken over by adrenaline! I got to the place a bit early (its at the same place I go for the LGBTQ group on a Thursday) It helped that I was in familiar place. R wasn’t there when I got there, but it wasn’t long before he was and we had a little chat about everything. Like what he can offer me, a bit about the group and the counselling etc. I decided to stay for the group, I was feeling pretty hyped up. I am so glad I stayed. It was really great to be there 🙂 so nice to be called he. Everyone was so lovely and so welcoming. The group is on every fortnight. I am definitely going again. So proud of myself.
Got home at 10:30 pm to excited puppies 🙂 hehe, just brilliant to come home too. I’ve just been chilling out, winding down. It’s 1:30 am now. Think after this I’m going to have some cereal, take the pups out and head to bed. For once I’ve already done up my med box, so no need to worry about that tonight.
Got no plans for tomorrow. If its nice I might take the pups for a walk if I feel ok. I’ll probably still be hyped from tonight hehe 🙂
Well better crack on and get myself and the pups to bed