Ahh the clocks have gone back an hour and thrown me completely. When I woke up this morning my phone had 8 am and my alarm clock has 9 am… I didn’t know which one was right lol. It’s nearly 10 pm and it feels so late, even though it’s not.
Just a quick update really, as I want to go to bed soon. I start a new course tomorrow called mindful living 🙂 so really looking forward to that.
Wednesday – Didn’t do much really, I went out and had a scaffold piercing done, got myself a new comic and went to see my friend in the sweet shop, chatted with her for a bit which was nice. Just relaxed all evening.
Thursday – I saw my specialist in the morning, I had to get a chest x-ray done while I was there. She wants me to stay on the steroids every other day at the moment, which I’m not 100% happy about.. but she’s only seen me twice now. But she is sorting out a bone density scan to check me for the early start of osteoarthritis and also I need to see my GP to check my calcium and vit D to see if I need to take tablets for it.
I made group only 20mins late, so that wasn’t bad. I didn’t miss anything really so that was good. Group was really good 🙂 had a guy talking about Vita Nova group and I am really interested in doing the art and creative writing group. So I am going to look into that 🙂
Friday – I did the housework, made some cakes, took the pups across the road for a wee and a run a few times. Did the paper work for my P.I.P form, watched tv, slept quite a bit and did some colouring.
Saturday – I did fuck all all day and I totally needed it. I slept all morning until 1 pm lol but I so needed it. I didn’t get dressed all day apart from like 20 mins when I took the pups for a wee and to get milk. H came over for the afternoon and we watched American Horror Story – Asylum as she’d not seen it before. After H left I spent the rest of the evening watching the rest of AHS and I did some more colouring. I felt so much better for not doing anything, I needed a few days to just rest.
Today started with the confusion with time lol but it’s ended well.
I did the housework this morning, got myself showered and dressed.
I spent the afternoon with L the boys and the pups 🙂 which was cool, had fun messing about with the boys. Can’t believe how big they’ve both got! It’s crazy!
So that’s it for now, I’m feeling a bit happier then I have done 🙂 I’m feeling really tired though, especially in the morning I find it really hard to get going because all I want to do is sleep in the morning until about midday.
I’m a bit chesty today, coughing up crap. So whatever I had before I had my teeth out has finally gone to my chest. I’ll see how it goes before I see my GP too soon.
I am really looking forward to starting this course tomorrow called mindful living, it’s 1 pm – 4 pm which means I have to leave here at 11:45 am. I am going to see how tomorrow morning goes and if I am feeling too tired then I am just going to sleep. I really need to pace myself and look after myself, these courses will come around again in the spring term.
My thoughts are saying that I am being lazy and that I just need to go and do this course. But my rational brain is saying see how you feel in the morning and decide then, no pressure, remember to pace yourself. I am going to listen to the rational side of my brain although the other side makes me feel guilty about not going. But this course is free and will have many others attending, so I won’t be letting anyone down…urgh I hate my brain sometimes. I do need to listen to my body too better then I already do.
ARGH! it’s all so complicated! I just want to be able to do what I want to do without thinking about it in depth!
How me and my boy chill 🙂
Chilling with my baby girl
Marley Moo loves chilling too 🙂
My beautiful babies love playing in the leaves 🙂
A picture I coloured in from my new book the lost ocean
Harley suckling on my top lol
Aw me and Boo Boo 🙂